How are people so sorted... how do they have in mind what they have to do.. ? how come they are so planned ...
I have never been so sorted, pre-planned or foreseeable. Even if I wanted to, it proved otherwise.
So, may be God has always willingly wanted me to be carefree and go with the flow..
Do I want to become the former.. I doubt. But when I see those who have it all fixed and are at ease.. i doubt again.
Its not that I regret but sometimes I look back, think hard and talk to myself, that had I done something else, had I been more stronger and decisive, life would have been simpler, different and may be better. Had I been a Painter, I might have traveled the world! But then its part of it,,, we all have choices.. and we make it in the moment. Right or wrong, we only know it later.
We all face ifs and buts.. but its never too late.
I am a great believer of "whatever happens..happens for good". Living through such phases in life, had made my belief stronger. Be it education or career, for me everything has come with a greater opportunity cost.
When I see others associated with the biggest brands and earning and working..I feel foolish that my life is stuck in four walls. But deep within, I know I have worked my ass off.. to reach a respectable level. ...
and while now that I remain on the shelf because of situations and reasons , I have done other greater satisfactory things. I have lived... lived to grow and rise.
However unsure I am about my future, I believe that good will hunt me down. Afterall, future is unpredictable and why waste on planning every minute.. (Recall the scene from Zindagi na milegi dobara -- who knows if you are going to live till 40)
Life is full of surprises. Off late, has been surprising me a lot. Living every moment and to the fullest..
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